Ambi93 Posted May 13, 2017 Share Posted May 13, 2017 My husband (married for 1yr, together for 6) cheated on me for about a year with two women that I know of. I knew the whole time deep down and straining responsibilities of his ill mother I feel may have sparked it. Finding proof of the affair I kicked him out which began tedious struggles of communication of futures, titles to vehicles and divorce. He had been MIA for about 2-3months. I tried to move on, him being the only relationship I had I slept around, drinking, smoking, knowing he chose the other woman over me and hoping this could relinquish his hold on me. A man saved me from the abyss, his kindness pulling me back to the side of light. He'd been through a similar ordeal and was heartbroken. Eventually we began a FWB relationship but something much deeper, always around one another or texting. I couldn't look at him with teasing him sexually or grinning at his cute quirks. My ex entered back, being more helpful in our affairs with brief texts and 2 meetings. Ending the 4th month without him I recieve a call that he needed me, I drop wjat I'm doing to go. I bring him back to the apartment we share with his mother. The woman he says is no longer a want, which I would have rejoiced in earlier. He wanted me, something he'd mention a few times in our meet ups. But now it's complicated. I think I've grown feelings for my friend, finding it hard to imagine a day spent with him without a kiss. At the same time I can't bare the thought without my husbands face even with the memories it brings. I enjoy the freedom I gained, doing who and what I want. I never had that since we were together since I was 17. I wanted a break, a time to think. Him be free, and I too then come back. The thought hurts him.So I felt coerced back to work on the marriage but still interact with my new interest and find myself longing for more time with him Link to comment
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