Lcarraway Posted February 16, 2017 Share Posted February 16, 2017 So last semester I developed a crush on this guy in one of my classes. The class was like a collaboration type class so it was me and him and two other people that worked closely on a project all semester. So I wasn't expecting to like anyone, it just happened, and I know I shouldn't like him but I do considering we were just group partners. My problem was that when I realized that I liked someone, I act so shy and nervous. And I'm not usually a shy person.. it was just around him. When I saw him I got butterflies, I didn't know what to say or do, I would be so awkward, so I wasn't really myself around him. So he thinks I'm a socially awkward weirdo. We talked a little and made small talk and did our work, but I froze up and didn't act how I wanted too.. I really blew things. He asked to hang out in the beginning of the year, and we did homework but of course my nerves blew it, and I was quiet and shy, and I think that was a turnoff because he's more outgoing naturally. I'm a fun person I swear!! He just doesn't know it. So the semester ended it and now we don't have a class together. So one night after break I got drunk and my friend took my phone and texted him "Heyyyy" at like 1am and of course he read it and didn't answer. And it was just sooo weird and cringy.. the next week I saw him at his fraternity party and I just felt weird. So another week past, and I ended up seeing him in the Student Center and he just stared at me, and I pretended not to notice. Then that night we were gonna go to another party that his frat was throwing (not just for him, but they are usually fun) but it got cancelled. So my same friend was like can I snapchat message him and my drunk ass was like sure, and she made his super awkwardly worded formal message "Hey! I saw you today, I didn't know it was you! How has your semester been" and he opened it and never answered. I'm really stuck because I can't get him out of my head, I mean clearly he's not interested or he would have replied. I'm just sick of this middle school bull, I just want to straight up tell him how I feel and apologize for being so weird, even if he doesn't reply I just want to get it off my chest. My question is should I do it? It might be mortifying but at least then I can just move on... I don't know what to do. I just can't believe I acted how I did, I've never been like that with a guy before. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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