Staying strong with NC

[redsox22]

Oh, no, it was definitely him. His jeep is unique looking. No mistaking it.

 

I just hate that it put me in a spot to hope. Stupid, I know and also an indication that I am no where near where I need to be yet!

 

I'm so can't wait to feel indifferent!

 

I'm going to a concert on Thursday- looking forward to it!

 

I'm doing the right things, now just to get my heart on board! lol!

[Draven8]

You dont need to let go of anything because there is nothing to let go of.

 

Stop trying so hard. You are exactly where you need to be right now in the process. there is nowhere else you can be. Just let it take it's course.

 

Trust in yourself, you are a lot stronger than you give yourself credit for. Just go with the tide, relax and let the current do the work.

Enjoy your concert

[redsox22]

I love the ocean analogy. It perfect. There are waves of emotion and times where I feel the push and pull. I know I need to just be in the moment and ride it out.

 

The letting go part refers to letting go of hope. I know that having those feelings keeps me from moving forward and accepting. It does me no good.

 

I'm looking forward to this all being a distant memory that doesn't hurt.

 

Thanks for the pep talk!

[burningred]

day 13

 

getting used to not having him in my life.

[redsox22]

Good burning! Keep it up!!