deviousj420 Posted December 1, 2004 Share Posted December 1, 2004 my boyfriend of 1 year admitted to me that he got off the other night using my MAXIM magazine i had left over there. he always tells me how sexy i am and how he gets so turned on by me but i cant get over the fact that he needed outside stimulation to satisfy his sexual needs. i was sick and sleepy that night and he said he was gonna shower then play video games b4 he came over. well thats when he decided to get off im guessin cuz he knew he wasnt gonna get any. this hurts my feelings so much. i feel like i cant be comfortable around him anymore, that i need to be his sex slave or sumthin so it never happens again. he says itsa guy thing and thats what guys do sometime just cuz its fun. i suppose but i duno, i feel hurt he couldnt just close his eyes n imagine rather than havin to look at other chics to get turned on. and plus lil boys and big fat ugly guys who dont get none do this stuff right?! not someone who has someone n swears there so hot. i need advice, information, something. girls, has this ever happened to you? how did you deal, what did you do? guys, is this sumthin that every guy does even when they allready have a chic? i feel so hurt, betrayed, inadequate, un sexy. i dont know what to do. hes apologized over and over again but still.... i just dont feel as tho im good enuf for him now. also, i want to get implants in january and he is totally against this. but isnt that wat all the chics in the magazines have?! Quote Link to comment
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