Randomkis Posted February 8, 2012 Share Posted February 8, 2012 I live my now pathetic life, Home 24/7 except when I go with my partner to pick up/drop off the step children whom I love more than anything in this world or go to the docs.. I used to be a publandlady loud fun energetic and who most people used to come to! My life has drastically changed I'm now a nobody who struggles for attention from those I love, after going through three years of the general traumas of being a step mum ( you can see them, you can't, your this your that) my partner has drinking problems. I had to have an abortion, my partner was accused of something so malicious which by police intervention was proved untrue although this has taken a huge toll on our lives, constant problems with the ex, nan and two close friends died in the same week, second nan died of cancer of whom my mother and step father had to care for leaving me in full charge of a failing business. Business finally failed leaving me with no job before Xmas. I was but on antidepressants 20mg then after losing job 40mg. I recently blackd out and fell the entire stairs in front of my step daughters falling landing on the shelving and radiator at the bottom leaving myself unconscious. Since then I can't bear to alive t seems I ant do anything right and my art near has also now shown massive signs of depression, I don't know what o do I feel everyone would be better off if I wasn't here, I've changed sooo much to someone I don't even know. Link to comment
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