mecastillo1987 Posted October 8, 2011 Share Posted October 8, 2011 Been broken up for about a month. Break-up was my fault. But right now -- I'm a pathetic, emotional mess! Going on my second attempt of No Contact and on my 4th day. Came home today, and my sister said he had a new Facebook profile. (Mine was deactivated so I had no way of knowing.) I cheated on NC and looked at his new account to see for myself. It was on private. His old Facebook account was still there though, and with all our pictures. He hasn't deleted any of it yet. Why is he moving on this fast?! Why is this so easy for him? He just turned 26, and he's doing so many new things I can tell. He made a new website for his business, etc. Also, I said "Goodbye" 4 days ago via e-mail, when all he asked for was "space"... I feel like this is all my fault now! I thought I was doing so well, now I can't stop crying! The pain is too much to bear right now. I've been carrying this for the entire month -- day after day, night after night... It's excruciating! I'm tempted to text him and demand for a proper closure. My mind and my heart are screaming two different things! Link to comment
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