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Mesemene

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  1. I'm happily (for the most part) remarried... and you've been (thank godforsmallmercies) out of my life for... 8 years. And yet, occasionally things come up that I still resent you for, so, so much. I gave up everything to leave the air you breathed. I couldn't get any assistance since our state had no protection for emotional abuse or for spouses if they weren't already divorced. And you pushed me so hard and far I finally broke and ran, with little regard to everything I was signing away. So I left you the house, property, working vehicle, retirement I had half interest in... pretty much everything except the kids and the shirt on my back. I don't regret leaving you. I only regret I didn't do it sooner and smarter. But I hate you with what little passion I have for you for leaving me destitute while you blow endless wads on druggie girlfriends, new vehicles, second houses, and whatever else you desire. At over 40 - I'm rebuilding from scratch while you waltzed off with everything. Whoever said that the man gets screwed over hadn't seen you. Then again, I don't consider you a man, or even human mostly.
  2. Ahhh I still have to read that one. I've read the first 9 or 10, but the kindle editions went up in price to match hardbacks on release. I've been re-reading some old friends - Agatha Christie's Poirot and Miss Marple books
  3. Oh my freaking... I cannot believe what our daughter told me today. First, you've jumped from engagement to relationship to engagement since our marriage fell apart. And now, one of your best friends, who you admitted having feelings for, told you she doesn't feel the same. Ok, it happens. So what do you do? First, you do the same irresponsible drinking bingeing, and driving, and locking yourself in a room, worrying everyone who cares. Then, when HER ex-husband gives her 30-days notice - you decide to jump to her rescue again - and get a place near her so you can bail her out, no doubt hoping something will come of it. You think because you went to a couple of counseling sessions you've grown from when you neglected me so terribly - but instead, you've become a whiny doormat to whoever volunteers to use you. Then you go through the whole quasi-suicidal depression when - surprise - they bail after getting what they wanted/needed, usually money. I am SO glad I'm not part of your life now, I'd have shaken your teeth out of your head by now!!! You can't fix one problem by replacing it with another one! And you can't avoid healing forever, by diving into relationships within a week of one ending... I pity you, so much. You've become a pathetic caricature of a man.
  4. **Warning, may be a little graphic** My dear, when we were together, you thought a BJ was the only thing that mattered in bed or in life. You pitched a hissy fit when I wanted to experiment with toys and other sexual variety. You saw it as a challenge to your manhood. Congratulations!!! You chose the door with the lump of coal. I can guarantee your "frigid" ex-wife is having sex beyond your wildest fantasies or imagination with a husband who welcomes variety, experimentation, toys, the works - oh, that's right, you didn't have any!!! Cheers!!!
  5. I actually feel lighter today again. Why? Because I realize today - I have nothing to say to you at all. I don't care if you're happy, miserable, or indifferent - you just... don't matter today.
  6. In a way, I wish our daughter wasn't staying with you temporarily. It's given me an unwanted window into your rather pitiful life again, and it surprisingly hurts a bit. You can't stay out of a relationship and heal, and you wonder why every time things go to pieces around you, it's always "worse" than the last time. You drink and drive and worry our child to death, and then it's my shoulder she cries on. Damn you, I don't contact you for a reason - because I don't WANT to know what's going on with you, I don't WANT to know who the newgirlwhowontlast is, and I don't want to hear about your latest crash and burn emotionally. I don't want anything to do with you, and you keep intruding pieces of yourself into my life. I can't believe I spent so much of my life, over 1/3 of it, tied up in you. You're still getting the patting and pampering from all of your friends, it's just a different name and face every year for who it's over now. It's sad. It's pathetic. I'm so glad we're no longer together, I just wish I could say I didn't give a damn at all anymore, instead of a niggling piece of me being caught up in this pathos.
  7. I have long since moved on from you, your abuse, your dramatics, your ignorance and distrust - so WHY in the heck do you freaking pop into my head every once in a while even after all these years??? You weren't worth it then. You sure as heck aren't worth it now!!! Sometimes I realize that I sincerely hate you, bone deep hate you. You cost me my friends, my extended family, my self worth. I fought to get most of that back. I started from scratch, while you got your ass pampered and patted by everyone, oh poor you. SCREW THAT. You didn't even have the decency to TELL me when you cheated on me, with, of all people, your daughter's MARRIED mother who was the neighborhood tramp! And because I wanted what was best for the kids, I've never spoken a bad word about you. I've been forced to still listen to you. I supported you when your mom died, when your dad died, when your girlfriend left you... and looking at this, I'm out of my freaking mind. What did I get in return??? You going through my personal possessions. You impersonating strangers on the internet, hoping to talk me into "cheating". And you threatening suicide, and keeping me on the phone for freaking HOURS when I was trying to care for my dad, who was hospitalized. I didn't have TIME to cheat, you moronic, egotistical, two-faced asshat!!! And why in the hell would you make me want another man in my life when I couldn't even deal with you??? You know something? The kids are grown now. I don't need to have these pieces of you hanging around anymore. You're no better than you've ever been - spoiled, entitled, fragile, inconsiderate. Good bye, and good freaking riddance, you waste of 15 years of my life!!!
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