makayla Posted September 4, 2011 Share Posted September 4, 2011 I'm so jealous at this guy that I love. Well, we were best friends and I fell in love with him, and now I told him that I have to distance myself from him because he doesn't feel the same. And it hurts. But life goes on. We're now both in a foreign country as we're on overseas academic exchange and I have just been so jealous these days at him, because he is just so popular everywhere he goes with boys and especially girls. We're both Asians and even white girls find him attractive. He's the most charming and charismatic person I have ever met without trying. And I used to admire him so much for that. But after being so in love with him and having 'separate lives' for two weeks now, I have just been so jealous to see all these popularity that he's getting, there're always guys and girls asking him out and everything. I know life is not a competition, but I can't get over this jealousy feeling? I go out and have a good time too but I will come home, and then dwell on this. It frustrates me how I'm not as popular? It's like, my family thinks he's so nice and charming, my friends think so, basically the whole world likes this guy! And I can understand why... he's just very attractive, physically and personality-wise, plus he's super flirtatious so.. that explains it. How do I get over these crappy feelings? It's definitely from lack of self confidence, insecurity, personal issues with him and egoism. I wish I can just let go and be myself, live my life and be happy with or without a lot of attention. Link to comment
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