makayla

Hey, I think I still miss you, I still want to hang out with you, and I still think you're handsome. Which sort of sucks because while I know that I still haven't completely gotten over you, I thought that my desire to be with you has gone already - but I think that in a way I'm still lingering, and thinking about you quite a bit. I really don't want to keep in contact with you, so I really don't want to do the project anymore. But I still have to, for the sake of professionalism. To be honest I really don't want to know how you're doing right now or what you're doing, what people you're meeting etc. I am trying my best to put my anger away and at this moment, I feel quite at peace. And I just want to say - for the first time I hope that you're happy. I used to want to hurt you and make you suffer just to show you how it hurted. But right now, I hope that you are happy, and that you make the most out of your time wherever you are. We are young and I hope you're enjoying your life on the other side of the world. I just hope that I will completely get over you asap. S