Marus Posted July 19, 2008 Share Posted July 19, 2008 Hello again friends. I've been in NC for 15 days, pretty much since I joined the forums. There are times when I don't adhere to it completely. By this I mean that I check on my ex's journal to see if anything interesting has happened and to test me to see how I've been progressing. Just this past week I found that she had unblocked me. That made me happy and it didn't feel a need to contact her about anything. I went to an orientation, had some fun and posted about it in my own journal. I mention something about dancing and swing. The next day on her journal she posts a long rant that includes her wanting to learn some swing steps. Unfortunately, when I read the bit there were some male names that I didn't recognize and fear pulled at my chest and a desire to contact her and ask about the people rose up inside me. Instead of that I came here to post and see what you think of it. I'm most likely grasping at straws and definitely have a way to go before I'm over her, judging from my reaction to her post. I feel from reading the journal post that she is still thinking of me. She can't contact me though, I blocked that avenue for my own sake. Let me know what you think. Link to comment
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