Just trying...

[keyblade_wielder]

Some its almost 2200 and trying to clear the mind to get some sleep. Been a rough day. Ended up cutting (not the proudest moment) and trying to keep my head on straight. Went out with my boyfriend (he will be called Roxas), to our friends house and played some cards. Just got home. He is on his computer and I am not mine. Separate computers accross the room. We started this in Connecticut and then went to long distance relationship which wasn't bad but damn if it wasn't hard. The cutting got bad again as time went on and I know that he knew about it but didn't say anything. It is difficult to read him sometimes. Hard enough to feel like your are not together because there is no intimacy between the two of us. Kills me and I have told him about it but still nothing comes of it so I shut up. I just shut up.