Exact same thing with me, I am helplessly in love with my best friend, she is everything that I've always wanted, exactly a year ago I made a pass, I took a chance, It was on my birthday I had her in my room, and we kissed, she said "no" all of a sudden then stormed out. I was so lost, I wanted us to be together so bad, I tried hard but I rushed her too much. We are still friends, everyone of her new boyfriends hurts me more than the next. I try to keep hope alive, but in the end hope is what is killing me. She returned the kiss a week later, we could have had something. And now to this day I love her more than ever. She is going to college soon, I've got to tell her. See I would have moved on, but she flirts with me, or is she just being friendly? I could have moved on but now I can't. I am so lost, I am so depressed. But she still gives me signs, help me. I feel your pain bro, but I have no answers for you.