Greeting all,
Here's my dilemma, Im 45 divorced male and have 2 great kids. sounds good so far right? well its not, all I see is happy people w/there mates. Dinners alone, lunches, breakfasts. always alone never anyone to talk to other than male co-workers. I took a job requiring 90% international travel because being close to my kids w/out living w/them made me crazy. I couldn't do it. I would not sleep, not eat, vomit everynight out of a sound sleep.ect... you get the picture im sure. I have too keep this job because the $$$$.$$ is awesome and it allows me to make sure my kids are taken care of FINANCIALLY. The only thing is I have no life other than work? no dates,no g/f ect... and you can see how being with all the travel i do... when i do get home all i want to do is be w/my kids. I fantisize about a women who has no strings, and can see the world w/me. Then i wake up in Asia alone...see what i mean I feel dammed if I do and dammed if I dont. I dont mind being alone but loney sux!!!
Thanks,
Bill