I'm desperately lonely. I've been alone for six and a half months. I can't drive, so meeting people is exceptionally hard to meet people. I've always battled being a loner, but this is too much. What's worse, my job is terrible enough and it's only getting worse. I'm embarrassed to be what I am, and now I'm only making about $25 a week (used to be $35), that is I and my sister, who work for an independent business. I'm twenty-five and still live with my father. I have absolutely no life and I'm starting to hate everyone that's living in my neighborhood. There are too many married couples in Chesapeake. I already have a high libido and now it's threatening to explode. I had only one sexual relationship which lasted three months. The guy was only good at one thing, and that he was great at! After deciding that the sex wasn't good enough to stay with a man who always sent me home with a huge inferiority complex, I eventually let him go. I was so afraid to dump him for fear of what might come to be...and it did! I'm so painfully lonely, that I'm hurting! Meeting men is hard, I don't have a bank account, and no scanner so I can't post my picture. I'm sure that I would get a few potential mates. But, who would check out a person without knowing what they look like? I sure wouldn't! Anonymity is a great thing, the reason why I can say what I'm...writing. In real life, I hide my feelings. There are men that like me, yeah. But, they're either old enough to be my father or the one guy that just wants to have sex because he's still a virgin. Life sucks.