Dee2

Hi Never Too Late Girl you sound so unhappy and have done for a long time. This might not be what you want to hear bit I think you have to cut this man out of your life FOR GOOD. No contact all the way, do not initiate it and ignore him if he contacts you. This situation will eventually affect your health, no man who loved you with all his heart would put you through such misery and you deserve so much better. He's playing with your head and your emotions. It is a difficulat process to go through, I know, I've been there but you have to be a little selfish here and put your happiness first. Love & Hugs Dee

And it's getting more and more difficult as time passes not to pick up the phone. No hard feelings in this case. I love him, he still loves me but the armed forces are sending him abroad and he needs to go, I can't go with him so we have said our goodbyes. No contact is really for the best for now but I care more about how he is feeling than I do about myself.. is that normal? Right person, wrong time, life can really test us at times eh..