hi guys im 15 yrs old, i just wanna tell u my story, its a little weird but please try to undertand- i met this boy through my friend around october of 2002, and we would ALWAYS talk about every single thing, every single nite to, after a couple months he started to say i love u, and i knew he meant it, but i didnt say it back cause i didnt love him, but i would hook up with other people and he would find out about it, he would cry over that to, i jus didnt really understand his pain, that lasted for a couple months, but we still talked every night --> about in febuary of 2003 i started to say i love you bc i knew i did, but i could tell he was changin, but i didnt care cause i thought well hes still with me now so im happy - but then i came home one day in april ( its been 7 months now since were talkin ) and i see on the IM " i want to see other people " .. my life ever since i saw that has never been the same, i love him sooo much i jus wish everyone could understand..i thought my life wuold never be the same, n i thought it was all my fault cause i used to hook up wit other people, i wanted to die, so after that month of hell, laying in my bed always crying, i came out and saiD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH bla bla.. then we started talkin agian.. n he said he always loved me, he jsut never showed it n we went out for like 2 days n broke up bc i wasnt in the dating session of my life then.. & ever since then we'v been firends n all, but i miss him so0o0o0o0o0o00o0oo0o0o0o0o0 much --> he was my first love& i was his first love and i will NEVER forget him, i got to the stage now where i know i can live my life but i will alwayyys remember the memories and that makes me sad.. i dont think i can live the SAME agian, even if i do find another love* can u please help me im only 15 and i dont know what to do