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hi guys i feel like nobody needs me anymore [ friends ] .. my bestesttttttt friend like i know she loves me n everything n im her BFFAE but she has another bestfriend and we dont get along, then i got another bestffriend but she also has another like #1 bestfriend that she had for a while n this kid that im in love with, hes in love with me to, has a bestfriend and like i was talken to him online and instead of sayin ANGELA I LOVE U! .. angela is my name --- it said MAURA I LOVE YOU! maura is his best friend

OK WELL HERE I AM AGIAN, if u read my other one itll help a lil more, but its cool if u didnt, well me n this kid like loved eachother for 8 months but we went thru alottt alott of shyt... n then we kinda stoped talken n i missed him so incredibly much i like cryed myself to bed everynight for 2 weeks .. then we start talken, sometimes he says i love u sometimes he dont, but im kinda "seein" this other kid n hes really sweet n we both like eachother alot, n they both play hockey together so whenever im there, i cant takl to either bc theyll both get jealous n upset at me n stuff.. n im soo conufsed bc i dont know who to pick i dont want to make the rong choice ... please help me ... im only 15

sarah, not to change the subject or nething but did you ever go to council rock hs? just a question.... and with the suicide thing, alls im sayin is " life has its ups and downs, things change, u could be the happiest person alive tomorow" believe me i know well jus reply by bye

i guess he kinda gave up cause of all the shyt i did to him he once said this to me " DID YOU EVER FINALLLY GET WAT U REALLY WANTED, BUT THEN DIDNT WANT IT ANYMORE?" but he said that as soon as we stopped talken.. actually tonight was a grreatttt i saw him tonight n he said.. " no matter wat u think i really was happy to see u "

thank you so much, that really helps i mean i was always an outgoing girl, im crazy but this has gotten me soo fustrated thankx for ur help.. neone else got advice?

hi guys im 15 yrs old, i just wanna tell u my story, its a little weird but please try to undertand- i met this boy through my friend around october of 2002, and we would ALWAYS talk about every single thing, every single nite to, after a couple months he started to say i love u, and i knew he meant it, but i didnt say it back cause i didnt love him, but i would hook up with other people and he would find out about it, he would cry over that to, i jus didnt really understand his pain, that lasted for a couple months, but we still talked every night --> about in febuary of 2003 i started to say i love you bc i knew i did, but i could tell he was changin, but i didnt care cause i thought well hes still with me now so im happy - but then i came home one day in april ( its been 7 months now since were talkin ) and i see on the IM " i want to see other people " .. my life ever since i saw that has never been the same, i love him sooo much i jus wish everyone could understand..i thought my life wuold never be the same, n i thought it was all my fault cause i used to hook up wit other people, i wanted to die, so after that month of hell, laying in my bed always crying, i came out and saiD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH bla bla.. then we started talkin agian.. n he said he always loved me, he jsut never showed it n we went out for like 2 days n broke up bc i wasnt in the dating session of my life then.. & ever since then we'v been firends n all, but i miss him so0o0o0o0o0o00o0oo0o0o0o0o0 much --> he was my first love& i was his first love and i will NEVER forget him, i got to the stage now where i know i can live my life but i will alwayyys remember the memories and that makes me sad.. i dont think i can live the SAME agian, even if i do find another love* can u please help me im only 15 and i dont know what to do