Lovely2400

To you all for taking the time, I value your replies very much. I do need to move on, spend time on my own and get to like me again..even love myself again. My daughter is my world and I owe it to her to be strong and be there for her. My husband is my friend... I know that in my heart I would hurt him again if I go back. So friends we will stay. Thank you once again, I will let you know how I get on

I am struggling to understand my feelings...You see I left my husband for someone I thought I loved and he loved me. How wrong I was on that one. He dumped me a couple of weeks ago. My feelings are still strong for this guy but I know he wont have me back. My husband and I are going through divorce but I still have lots of contact as we have a daughter together and were married for 16 yrs. He has always continued to love me and want me back despite everything I have done. Now He knows I am on my own again he seems so much happier..I have always missed the family life and home we shared but I am so confused that my relationship breakup is clouding my judgement on how I feel about my husband. I do love him but am I in love with him..that I ask myself..Is it because I am lonely again and just need to be with someone, how bad is that. I have no right messing with my husbands heart and giving hope to a reconciliation if I really don't love him...but do I ?? I am so messed up, the pain I feel for hurting so many people is tearing me apart, I feel I have no control on how I feel and need to some guidance..which road should I walk??

I am still so emotional after two weeks apart from Richard...He's all I think about even though he broke my heart in such a cruel and nasty way. I want to text him.. try to reason with him, I know there is no point... I want to hurt him, not physically but emotionally, you see he left me to go back to his married lover. How bad does that make me feel, she is not even available to have..I have threatened to go see her. Am I turning into a crazed woman?? Why do i feel like this. i am a kind caring sensitive woman. It is so unlike me to have such bad feelings. I am at my lowest point ever and I can't seem to snap out of it...

Hey there...my first time here and I read your message....just to say you are not alone..Just how I am feeling right now...Its Christmas but I feel so sad..I have loved and lost and don't know why

Hi there..am struggling with my emotions right now. been dumped so sudden, one day all ok the next he won't speak to me..as if I never existed. I'm heartbroken I think about him all the time even when I am keeping myself busy, he is always on my mind. I hurt so much..will it get better??