I was in a very physically abusive relationship myself for 7 years. It's easy to say get out,when you're on the outside of the situation. I'm not saying that you shouldn't get out,by all means,please get out! But it's so hard when you're in the middle of it.I quit fighting one day and just waited on him to kill me.I decided enough bruises and broken bones,etc. was enough and if he didn't kill me, I'd run. Obviously, he didn't kill me.Thanks to some really true friends and most of my family and a wonderful therapist,I'm so much better! Pleas don't let it get worse.Don't be afraid to ask for help! It's out there. I hope you are alright. There are people who care!