Moopem

Well he doesnt care...He's a strange...i thought he might care or something but he doesnt he jsut sees it as 'she slapped me and walked off' - And yesh we are both still young (16) so i don't really no much better and hes just changed alot and has told people he doesnt care about me or anyone else at the moment...Always nice to hear... Anyways, i really didn't mean it to come out like that so i'm sorry it did....Its been a weird break up...and yeh it's been pretty tough for me as i dont really understand what happened but yeh.... sorry.

No no! I didn't mean it in a violent way....It wasnt hard or anything....*ok thats pathetic*.... I'm doing alright with the break up atm, and i'm never going to meet/talk to him again...... I dunt know why i did it, it was just a reaction to something....i don't know how to explain, But going to see a therapist isn't necessary i'd just talk too much about it and feel worse.... ...Ah crap i made this sound bad, i really didnt mean it in that way!!

Okay HELLO! I've posted a fair few times!=D All negative methinks! Well ok POSITIVE NOTE!=) Well i've been on NC with my (stupid) ex for about a month now, BUT...Tonight i broke it because its INEVITABLE that im gonna run into him again as he is fet riends with my friends and we all went to a concert tonight, SO basically i'm at the stage of hating him because i feel he lied to me - When he left he told me he wants to be totally alone, by himself - Yet hes been getting off with other guys and girls! And little things like that... Tonight i was waiting with him and my other friend and i decided to go so i hugged the friend and my ex stood there and said SEE YA and held his hand up so i'd slap it, but i didn't...I slapped him on the face and walked off...Heh..... I know that was a very immature thing to do but yu know what i don't care anymore i did it and i can't change it and it made me feel better..... Sorry if this is a waste of time to read but i'm feeling pretty good right now and just thought i'd post something positive about it hehe.... Bye de bye=) xXx

The feelings you have for him are what is hurting you, his actions too....Hes older and probably thinks differently to you....It'll only get worse the longer you leave it, so think is it worth putting your self through this? Especially so early on in your life.

O...A vampire girlfriend.....Dude....

Hes using you!....Don't you mind that??

Pulled means like Making out?

Well.....They have been my friends for 5 years now...we've all just gone to new colleges and everythigns changed=(... One of my friends told me party was cancelled but then it was on again and i just wasnt told....and he doesnt really seem to care about having pulled my ex 6 times! (we split about 3 weeks ago and i was heartbroken).... I dont really want to know any of them any more but i don't know what to do....theyve been my friends for over 5 years=(.. ...Hmph.....x=(

Halo... well i was invited to this party for yesterday...but then i got told it was cancelled, and now im reading some posts and stuff on Myspace and they are all thinking the person who had it and i'm like what?? They had it and didn't tell me=( And one of my best friends Pulled my ex 6 times=( That really hurts....and he's a guy....which is odd....but still it hurts=( What should i do? Do i need to do anything? thanks....x

Ah ok but thats the other problem!! What questions do yu ask!?!?! I always get stuck....how do yu do it subtly??? x

Bonjour!! Ok well theres this guy i kind of like and hes really nice, i don't know if i have any chance with him but i'd like to be better friends too=) Only problem is.....I'm SOO bad at talking to people! What are yu meant to talk about? I've known him a while so its okish.... I've just started 6th Form too! All my other friends are at a different college and i really can't make good conversation..... Basically...What is a good conversation starter for guys? and girls? Is there a difference? Thanksy=) xXx

Hey... Ok i know it's not the best idea by looking on my ex's myspace i know that, but i do and i looked today and it says hes looking for 'Serious relationships' and 'Dating'.... !?!? I don't understand this!?! he's had there that all he wants to find is 'friends'! does that mean he lied to me when he said he just wanted to be alone and single?!!?!?!?!?!?! =( xXx

=) Thanks =) I know i've written alot on here and probably too much but it helps to know what people think =) I get very emotionally attached and this break up is the worst i've ever gone through....so yeh=) thank yu =) xXx

Hey=) Well i've come to a decision...=) I've said before on here that i want my ex back and have explained what happened - I know that i wanted him back and thought being friends would get that to happen.. After a party i went to on saturday and after asking him questions - It has made me realise that knowing him just isn't going to work for me ~ we've always been very good friends and it's just gone now - He has no real answers for me apart from 'I don't know' 'I don't mind' 'Ok' and 'No'....Which doesn't really help me. I Don't really think any of this is making sense....But basically i'm going to go for the NC and i can't have anything to do with him - Like ATALL! Which is a bit unfair as it means i can't be with my other friends at the same time...But i gotta do whats best right? Well i'm hoping it works =) Thanks=)