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  1. Replaceme
    Right there with you . Weekends ARE THE WORST. I have no advice - i can hardly see thru my pain at the moment. Just know - your not alone.
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    Its day 2 of break up/NC. Although i dont know w hy i am even saying NC. I mean its over - so i should just be saying day 2 of moving on. Its hard to think he doesnt care - he must know how distraught i am . He doesnt even care to see how i am doing. oh well , whatever. Still not eating , but i am sleeping. All day all night. Trying to be positive about my newly single life. Trying.
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    Day one of NC - felt good all day - now its 6pm and the wall of bricks have hit. I am crying. But half a day on the first day of break up - not bad- i was actually motivated all day at work and such. I cant believe he left me. Wasnt i special to him. We were best friends for 2 years. Best friends.
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    when is it my turn to be a grown up? I am sick of the men i meet - they are all children in adult bodies. I thought he was different - but no cold and calculated man i found once again. Cant afford therapy , how can i grow up? For gods sake i am almost 35 now.
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    thanks need2beme - the wall of bricks hit once again tonight. I called him , he ended everything. Said he was miserable with me . Said "Oh you deserve something better than us" Eventually later this evening - after i called and called - pathetic yes - he texted saying stop calling - this is for both our well being. I feel extremly pressured. so i have left the phones alone now. God , its hard. I cry , i feel better, i cry back and forth back and forth. Just yesterday morning we slept together - laughed - had a great brkfast - then last night this all came out. How could he throw everything away. How? I still feel sick. Here comes the tears again. Funny though - about 75% of me just wants to get over him. Like get thru this pain and get back to me. The other 25% wants to be back with him. I honestly think that if i could just stop hurting i would be alright. Eventually , i will mweet someone else. I know this. How long is this pain gonna last. What can i do about it. I am tired of being miserable. I was tired of being miserable also with him too. He never adored me like i adored him. He even said this to me today. Darnit , when is it gonna be my turn for real adult love?
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    venusand back - i amfeeling crazy at the moment fromno sleep. He just tricked caller id - i answered and he said i am sorry i didnt call you last night - we were both so emotional . I said "I hate you" He said "I take full responsibility for my actions" I said "Oh great , that makes it all better now. He just kept saying I am sorry , i am very very sorry. I said I hate you - he said i can only imagine what you are feeling right now. I am sorry - i said goodbye. and hung up. He is probably meeting her at the gym right now - i hate them both. Him more though. He is no man. She is LOW CLASS. I am so much better - why did he even go there? I cannot even see beyond this pain .
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    i slept maybe 2 hours last night. I called in sick for the morning at work at least. But i cant go back to sleep now. On a good note - i dont feel like calling him, i am doing the could of should of would of's. And everything else in between. I have completely turned my ringers off on my phones. Feel helpless. Never thought he could be so cold and calculated. I dont even know who this person is.
  8. Replaceme
    thank you spugly fuglet.
  9. Replaceme
    This is the best gosh darn thread i have ever in my life read. i swear.
  10. Replaceme
    thank you for the replys - NC might not be that hard , seeing that he hasnt even called me back tonight. I will aggressively really try to not contact him. I have allot of stuff at his house - but maybe after time i will get it. I am shocked - ijust found out this other woman is 7 years older than me !!! I was told she is pretty attractive for her age- but she is no me. Not that he cared - he told me earlier he was miserable in our relationship. God i am such a fool. Need2beme - thanks for hearing me out. I hope u guys r right and i will feel better down the line if i stay away. Right now i just feel like a failure - once again. Arent i too old for this?
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    This morning i found out my b/f recently met another women and began communication with her. We have been together for 2 years. Both late thirties. they met at a party - he says she asked him out - anyway he claims nothing happened , but i have been left heartbroken. I read several emails between the two of them. I feel like puking . He says he came clean regarding having a g/f and its over now - also he said he never slept with her- but i feel sick about this. Just devistated. And of course , i called him crying tonight about it - he said he was eating dinner with his friend and would call me later. He has not called at all - its late now. I just left a crying message on his phone - yes i am an idiot. I feel used and well i just feel awful - any advice. And yes - i want to start NC. Its all just so fresh - i really just want to yell at him - i already told him i hate you. Any advice?
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