I'm 15 and I've just started working at a convention centre. I work as a waitress type person and I've been working there for about 1 week now. I met a girl there named Samantha and she is SO nice. She's in her early twenty's and we have been hanging around together at work, you know, just talking and stuff. She's from England and she's just so good to chat with. I think it's kinda cool having an older friend and it always seemed like she loved having me around too. I always thought she saw me as a little sister or something.
But... whilst we were working today, as we were going through the corridor, a few people with trolleys came through and we kinda had to squish up against the wall to stay out their way as they passed through. She kinda used her body to squish me up against the wall. I just stood there giggling 'coz it was so awkward but she just stared at me...its hard to explain how she was looking at me, but it was the kind of look you give someone before you kiss them. You know, that long and meaningful stare?
ALSO, throughout today I've felt her watching me. Not in a weird stalker-ish way, just glancing at me every once in a while and whenever I caught her eyes she'd smile and blush and pretend it didnt happen.
But you see, her supposedly liking me isnt the real problem. The REAL problem is...I think I like her too. I've always thought that she was really pretty...but I didnt know until today that maybe I like her more than I should
I dont know. Maybe I'm thinking way to hard about this and letting it get to me. Is it worth saying anything to her, or is that to risky? Do you think what happened to me today means anything, or am I over-analyzing?