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it depends on the guys equipment. i have only did the u know wut with 3 guys. and with the first i guy ive been with for almost 3 yrs his wasnt oh so big and i just breathed really deeply and did not yell at all. ok so the second guy and i wuz with him for 4 months his was really huge and i yelled so much my neighbors under us would hit the ceiling with a broom or sumthin.. i think it wuz the length think wall i guess.. g2g will write later

me and my boyfriend just broke up.. he was 17 and i 20... lol... its weird being the girl... but i dont think its an issue

i know, i just want to find that person right now... i just uh grrr... i just got to find them. where ever they may be. but i know i just cant rush it.. so i just have to wait. any other input any1?

i kind of guess thougt of girls being attractive.. but i have never been with one. my mom has a girl friend and they have been together for over 7 yrs. and recently had a vision or daydream of being with a girl. and plus i havnt met the right guy to satify my needs yet. but of course i have only been with 2.. ok and early this mourning i did the u know wut with my friend. which im not to sure wuts goin to happen there!!! but im just feeling like only a girl can know wut i want and how to satisfy me... and comments would be appreciated... thanx

thank u so much..

i love my daughter. could this maybe some form of postpardum depression???

i dont know y i flirt all the time. but everyone tells me i do. but i guess i do cuz its like i dont know how to communicate with guys unless its flirting. its like i have to and its the only way i know how to communicate with them. but i and most deffinently not interested in them at all. any advice or something to stop it or is it ok?

its weird cuz you know like when i become close to someone and we r friends. then out of no where they tell me they like me then, im in shock and even tho i didnt think of them like that or have liked them at all. i just start to like them and we end up being together... can sum 1 help me with this 1? thats really weird...

thank you all for ur coments and i have thought about things. and things have gotten more confusing now than ever. someone else entered my life and im not to sure how i feel about them or how they feel about me. now both of us have 1 child each and he has 1 on the way... which things can get pretty crazy from here on out. but u cant help where ur feelings lead u. did i mention that i heard that girls from louisiana find a guy and get attached to them and then next thing u know the feelings that they had for them has gone away. so they leave them. i think this is true.. and my ex told me that(the second 1, not my daughters father). so i think its true cuz when he told me that i was like, "wow i had no idea". so and he said that since he thinks im like that, he says that he thinks i will never be able to love a guy cuz of that even tho maybe if the guy and i were meant to be. now how i feel about him is that i really dont even want to talk to him at all. i dont really want to be friends with him. he is really annoying. ok and guess what.. the guy whom i just found out he had feelings for me. well being around him makes me spend more time with my daughter. cuz i see how much he is always with his sons(he calls them both cuz they always been together and they r brothers but 2 diff dads) and how he cares for them makes me feel bad. but makes me want to spend more time with her. even my mom was like u need to be there for her now and stop turning ur back cuz when she gets older she may turn her back on me. well the new guy has helped me not knowingly. well i be looking for u guys, so i'll check back.. later and thanx

thank u.. for ur suport... i just hate being alone tho.. i think im a bad person... i really just want to find some who can make me happy and support me.. i dont want to work ever..

Im must be the most confused person ever. I have know idea what to do or think. In highschool had a good friend, became more and he was my first. we had a child... we used to argue almost everyday. we were together for almost 3 yrs. but for the last of the five months he pushed me away. i told him i was ready for a long commitment but he wasnt. so in those 5 months someone was there for me and when my first(my daughters father) found out he said he realized that he wanted to marry me. but i told him i wanted to be with the new guy. so the new guy and i was together for 4 months until yesterday. the problem with me is that i was so in love with my first, but when i first got with the new guy i thoght i loved him.. but as i can see now i dont. and the feelings that im feeling i dont know what they r. so they make me think that i ever did love my first love. (i know this may seem so confusing but i wish i could have some type of machine to put whats ever in my head on this computer) Well the main thing is that they both did not fullfill my needs, and im not to sure what they are. i yearn for this great feeling from someone but i just cant stop thinking about it. and since ive only been with these 2 guys, it makes me feel and think that a guy cant understand me and my needs. so im thinking that i should turn to a girl. and i have never been with a girl... and the reason for this is that ive been around gay people all my life.. my mom is a girl and they have been together for a long time.. so im so confused... i want to look for a girlfriend. but ahhhhhhh... i just dont know what to write n e more.. to let u guys know whats goin on.. so i seen my first today and i know or just felt he dispises me cuz he said he would... but he told me today he doesnt.. and i dont know how i feel about him... its said that virgos' relationships are really mostly in there head so they i guess make up the fantasy in there head... so im not to sure what this is that im feeling... i cant tell if i love him or not... please everyone i really need all the help i can get.. and i really feel so alone and i dont want to be... both of these guy are in love with me.. but i dont know how i feel for them.. ok i know im confusing u guys cuz im so confused.. so plz try to help me in any way u can and quick plz.. i need this help.... ok thats enough until later...[/img]