kayjay

these are the lyrics btw Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel I know exactly what goes on When everything you'll get is everything that you've wanted, princess (well which would you prefer) My finger on the trigger, or (me face down, down accross your floor) Me face down, down accross your floor (me face down, down accross your floor) Well just so long as this thing's loaded And will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head This all was only wishful thinking, This all was only wishful thinking, And will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head This all was only wishful thinking, This all was only wishful thinking, let's go... Don't bother trying to explain Angel I know exactly (what goes on) when you're alone. How about I'm outside of your window (how about I'm outside of your window) Watchin him keep the details covered You're such a sucker (you're such a sucker) for a sweet talker, yeah And will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head, This all was only wishful thinking, This all was only wishful thinking, (the only thing I regret is that I, I never let you hold me back) And will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head This all was only wishful thinking, This all was only wishful thinking, Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins I will never ask if you don't ever tell me I know you well enough to know you never loved me Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins I will never ask if you don't ever tell me I know you well enough to know you never loved me Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins I will never ask if you don't ever tell me I know you well enough to know... (Why can't I feel anything from anyone other than you? Why can't I feel anything from anyone other than you?) And all of this was all your fault And all of this (makes this worse) (I stay jealous) I stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason I just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life (she'll destroy us all before she's through and find a way to blame somebody else) I stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason I just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life (she'll destroy us all before she's through and find a way to blame somebody else) I stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason I just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life!

I think Cute Without The E by Taking Back Sunday is a pretty good break up song.....

Well, some guys are willing to wait for that stuff and help you get through it. I was with my ex for a year and a half and like i didnt want to rush the whole sex thing on her because she always seemed to be scared of it, well we took baby steps and everything and now i think shes comfy with it. We never actually ended up having sex because she left me for other relationships... lol nothing to do but laugh that one off

Alright, well heres a bunch of stuff i wrote over a peroid of time. Theres some poor spelling and grammar in this but i think you can bare with it. It might be a bit of a read but it would be nice to see what some people think. Soften Fist From Bigger Fits things never seem to work out i can have the world on my side but it wouldnt even make me smile it doesnt matter how hard i try its like im not even around i could give it my all and u would of thought it was dull nothing ever made u smile so i do my best to keep myself contained from anger built over several days ive been wanting to rest for some time now just seems like i never catch a break so tomorrow i'll wake up and check the news as i usually do and go to school to learn nothing new and then come home and wait for u My Apology i'm sorry mom i know u luv me even when u didnt say im sorry dad i know ur proud of me even though u didnt say im sorry bro ur my best friend im sorry i had to go im sorry sis i wish i could take care of u but u'll be fine when im gone im sorry bugs u always made me happy plz keep everyone else that way too im sorry friends i did my best but this is where i end im sorry jen i really did try but things never went right im sorry god i know this isnt what u want but i gave my all and this is where i stop im sorry everyone this wasnt ur fault i just have problems that no one can solve i love u all Fall Into Nothing im coming home ive fallen a way out i left to soon this place is old i dont wanna live out fall into nothing i have to go to this place i know where i dont want u to follow so plz forgive me when im gone im getting cold dont wait up now Goodbye ( i'll miss you ) goodbye my friends my time has ran out its time for me to leave ive messed up enough im sorry but im gone its been so many years of taking all this abuse and i dont need one more i am sorry but this is my fate so just move on u will all be fine when im gone i'll miss u all In A Day as the morning light shines through a new day has broken leaving the past in its place and moving towards something more doing the morning routine thinking whats to come as we begin over again i can only hope for the best going to school with heavy shoulders as problems holds me back from being the person i am the person i need to be coming home to find no relief as problems mount on my weaken back "things gotta get easier" i keep telling myself knowing in my heart this is the best i get talking to a girl who shows more passion in hate as oppose to love, clearly something she doesnt seek making me feel worse than i already am knowing things will never progress laying on my bed, thinking of day's event supposing these things just happen wishing for a better day than ones past but i guess this is what i get To The One I'll Miss Theres so much that i'll miss the way u smile and the way ur eyes mimic an ocean's view the way u cared and the way u loved me i'll miss u when im gone but please take care, this isnt ur end u need to move on and be all u can life has so much to offer u ur so unique and creative ( something i always admired ) this just has to end, im just not right u need someone better, better than i ever can theres someone perfect out there just need to seek im sorry it cant be me but its for the best, u'll see maybe if u were here or i was there things could be different, but thats not how it worked and i cant just leave anymore im sorry for all ive done, but u'll be my last thought when i move on

Hey, k... i know what your going through, my ex was first like this when i met her and i eventually became it. Theres something really important you need to know, that there are people out there that love you and need you in their life, if u commit suicide now ur throwing everything away that u might have in the future. When i was like this i remember a good friend of mine telling me that "you just need to stick around on a day by day basis, you need to love yourself, look at the brighter side of life" theres so many things u can do to make yourself feel better, if you need any ideas just msg me. But i think you should be fine if you just think about this

Hey, you know im in almost the same situation as you and sucide has crossed my mind like tons of time. My parents have to deal with a disabled daughter and a son that doesnt seem like he wants to do anything with his life except play guitar. Its really tough because i feel like their leaving me out because im the least of their problems. What kept me going was what i had going for me in the future, i had a beautiful, nice g/f at the time and my school work was improving. Really in this situation if you want things to happen you gotta make them happen, don't expect your parents to help you out with that, i know its tough but later on in life you will feel so proud of yourself that you've accomplished so much and this is just another step in making you the person you we're born to be. Just keep at it, i swear it will pay off, things will get better if you give it the chance to