June4life,
It sounds a lot worse than it actually is. It is blow up to be disgusting and some girls worry about it gagging them. It is the total opposite, it's extremely easy to swallow. It is of personal taste whether someone loves it or not. It is harder to swallow when you just hold it in your mouth not knowing whether to spit or swallow. What to expect when a guy cums in your mouth is that it goes towwards the back of your throat, but not with enough force to gag you. And while he cums just keep your mouth still and use your hands more. Trust me, it's not that scary! Hope that helps