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Tonight, I aar mostly been feeling sad, depressed and lonely. This morning I was ok though... my emotions are pretty mashed up at the moment, i've got enough bad personal stuff going on without the damn loneliness adding to it. This thread seems to be turning into my own crappy blog, sorry about that.

Met an internet girl the other day. We didn't click, but I think we'll still be friends.

For a start you don't tell her, you ask her. Even i know that

hmmmm Startling developments have been with a girl as a friend. These are personal though so i won't be going into details. anyway, yay! i think. My below sig is not true for me now....

There was a local girl I've been chatting to online who I met on the internet, she only lives a few miles away, and we were getting on well or so I though - she seems to have disappeared recently after suddenly having to go when we were talking online a few days ago (we had been speaking every day) I'm getting a bit depressed again now, but don't worry, as soon as I find someone else to chat to I'll be ok. (I'm still talking to another girl but she isn't online much.)

It won't, it's like I've got a sign on my head saying "Do not talk to me" eg. When I take my dog for a walk, people will fuss over my dog but they usually don't even look at me. This isn't a thread for me to wallow in self pity though, I'm sorry.

I'll just say i'd be more than happy if a girl came up and shown an interest in me. But it's not gonna happen. go and talk to him and i'm sure he'll appreciate it, whatever the outcome.

yay! found another nice local girl to chat to, and while we were chatting the other one got back in contact! i guess i was being a bit too eager. i went back from depressed to happy again, in about 10 minutes

I was just gonna type a reply but i can't get my mind straight. i'll try again later.

so much for that. she came online before but didn't speak to me. i was goona start chatting to her but she signed off, and she hasn't replied to my email. i think i'll continue this internet route for a few weeks or so, but then i think i'm gonna give up if nothing happens. I've never had this problem before but I think I'm becoming depressed.

Latest update: Things are looking up (a bit) Today I met a girl online, who as it turns out, lives quite local. About 45 minutes travel by public transport, less by car. Well, she seems nice, we had similar interests (including type of music, which is rare), and we had a good long chat and I'm pretty sure she wants us to meet up in the future - she didn't say this directly but she asked me if it matters that she's a light smoker, why would this matter if we weren't going to meet up? She saw my photo and said i look nice Well, I'm trying not to get my hopes up too much, but I'd like to think there's a chance this could lead to something. I'll keep you posted on future happenings, if anyone's interested.

I'm taking the internet route now. I used to think it was dodgy, but my mate met someone online, and now he's married to her and they've had a kid! So, it can't really be that bad to meet someone on the net.

Thanks for the advice there But there are a few problems: 1) You're probably a nice looking girl, who has a much larger chance of being appraoched and spoken to than an average looking bloke like me. 2) As I said, the course I'm doing is mostly populatd by men so there's not many girls to talk to about my course. 3) I don't like parties I feel cursed. (removed)

It's not that my brain's telling me BS, it's that I don't know what to say once I've said hello, and i get really nervous so even if i knew what to say it probably wouldn't come out right.

Hi Aktrez, I've added you to my buddy list, in case you need to chat about anything. At least i think I have, I've not had AIM long so i dunno if I've done it properly