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with all do respect I am not getting anything you guys are saying!!! what are you weird people on about anyway!!! gosh LISTEN alright!!! guitar*girl, neva_black_n_white, how dare you!!! and no I wouldnt add such a mean person like yourself to msn messenger!!! If I did die I would be taking you guys with me guitar* girl and neva_black_n_white!!! Dont you understand me I am young and annoyed and what you guys have said isnt worth me nor my time so just get away!!!

Hey guys, someytimes I so badly just want to grab a knife and cut myself like hell...where abouts do you cut yourself? I believe it helps you with all those stupid problems and life itself I want to kill myself and I want it the right way.... where do I cut myself for the right tang!

If you would like link removed go to link removed and click messenger towards the top of the home page....click downolload and wait...my email address is either email removed OR email removed feel free to add me xxx

Hey, same here as soon as I told my friends....phht friends yeah! that I wanted to kill myself they teased me over it and even ignored me a lil'. Its not nice and I hate it....sorry to hear it though xxx

I had one person who encouraged me to kill myself and even said that no one wanted me around anyway, do you have msn messenger at all cause I have it and I am on there alot quite recently and would absolutely love to talk to someone, if you have msn I will add you and we can talk....take care hun I do on what it feels like and it aint fun either keep your chin up and hopefully I can talk to you sometime... take care xxx

hi all, I do this over friends over family and over alot of things....I cant tell my parents they are not the "type" you could say and I have never been close as I wanted to be with them in my whole life...sis on the otherhand is amazing even a ~lifesaver~ I think of her always and I just want to hug her unfortainitely shes on the otherside of the world ~sigh~ but I am trying my best tokeep my chin up it doesnt always work but I try...take care all xxx

I also suffer this problem and would love someone to talk to about this my sister has been the biggest impact ih ave ever had on my life love her so so so so so much well do you have msn?

well well well sam is back and is slowly getting better...very slowly may I add. My question is I am vry young and have attempted this "suicide" alot, a couple of nights ago I couldnt handle it anymore and grabbed a close-hanger and began "it" I stopped after awhile and began knocking my head with a block cause I was angry to let myself do this. I am slowly getting better but I want help I know another "depressing" day will sprout and I wont handle it...I want help before its too late. ay suggestions into what to do or how can this be treated in any way? thank you for letting such an annoying unwanted person like myself become a membe of this gloroious site! take care all xxx

and even worse I dont get much help from you guys here its all the same thing i have attempted suicide and by golly gosh would do it again if I had to

>my mums room has two photos of my lil bro and one of my big none of me though >My friends at school become friends, ditch me, beomce friends, ditch me and so on, to the point where I cried night in night out. >mum and dad complaining to me all the bloody time I spend say at least an hour or two a day crying now >I have hurt myself and when I do I want to even more, >no one really listens to me, and when they do it ends up with someone laughing at me >love wise, it dont go with me >I have been called the foulest words you can think of >all my relatives love my lil bro mitch onfortainitely not me as much >I have been told to kill myself and people laugh at me cause I might have to go to a phychiatrist >I hear voices and myself telling me to do things >I have "unstable mooods" as my dad likes to put it >I had ot wag school because of the jerks there >I am suffering in maths, science and art getting the lowest and worst marks I have had yet >altogether, I cry and scream and scream more than 7 hours per week, and that I am sure >LIFE, yah sure..."life"

I mean each second I breathe I am surprised I am still alive has the world gone crazy or have I?!?!?!?!?!?!? well for one thing one of us has, I was doing better than ever last night I was on top of the moon livin life to the fullest and then out of bloody no-where my life erupted now I have been crying and sxreaming and lots of things.... I missed school today couldnt stand some of the jerks there! I am depressed, angry at people, angry at myself, confused and annoyed phht! and this is life?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?? GET REAL....i mean common I spend more time crying than I do smiling, more time sad then I do happy. I have hurt myself before and dang it felt good I want to do it all over again, peope say it dont help yeah sure I think it is it brings the anger out within....I look to you guys as really the last "resource" before I hurt myself again....last time I looked at you guys for last "resource" not many replies and not enough help found me hurt....Life blows...well this is my poem I write as I announced maybe the "end" its called Spiders Web... trying to live, trying to breathe, feel so nieve, to Think I coul have trusted you, to think I couldve been friends, both us two... caught in my fury, defending to my personal jury, caught in your web, trying to breathe, feel so nieve, to have trusted you, to think of us two, it wasnt at all new, it had happened before, you slammed the door, you should have heard me roar! hang me with your noose, make sure it aint loose, kill me like a sorry goose, til my vains turn, til my heart, it burns, i know you, its all no big concern, what matters the most, is im dead, my red blood, it feeds the earth. like a memorable new birth, caught in my fury, defending to my personal jury, caught in your web, trying to breathe, feel so nieve, to have trusted you, to think of us two, it wasnt at all new, it had happened before, you slammed the door, you should have heard me roar! you all saw, my life it flashed so quick, it all, it all makes me sick! let my blood fill my grave, dont let me be saved, im a mortal sick human to you, it all means nothing to you too! life....is this really life...huh?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?