Need to take a step- what's first?

So first up- I got a brother but it's not really practical for me to stay with him, and anyway he lives in the middle of nowhere and I've got no car.

I'm living abroad, no job, relationship just ended. Have to move out of the apartment. Been involved in a spiritual group- leaving that too. So no friends to speak of.

I'm having mental problems- I probably need some medicine and some safe surroundings. I've been diagnosed with PTSD in the past. Just been through another traumatic event.

What's first?????????????????

What's first?????????????????

no job