Destiny, it must have really sucked to have that happen to you, and its OK to have a little bit of hope because we are not human if we do not have hope, just do not let that hope drive you into doing something you will regret, but you are a strong girl so I do not have to worry about that. In my situation, it has been 11 weeks of NC, I made up my mind to move on about 1.5 months ago and even though I still do have a sliver of hope (to be really honest with myself), but that hope is fading slowly but surely and we are only getting stronger from this ordeal. You are right, acceptance is THE key! so keep on keeping on.