Cellisia Posted March 12, 2006 Share Posted March 12, 2006 She was a social butterfly The world used to bring her hope She loved everything and everyone Although hurt terribly she always looked on the bright side But someone crushed her hope Someone she thought to be a friend Took advantage of her Now she lies in the bathroom On the cold floor And lets the tears come out She was only a child………. She was new to this world Had new ideas Wonderful thoughts of love Of happiness Only to be crushed She was only a child……….. She caught butterflies And danced all day Watched the sun set on the bay She had learned to put everything aside In hopes for a happy life But all was destroyed How could he do that? She was only a child……….. She has gone through some cold years Winter never seemed to end All she wanted was a friend She thought everything was alright She used to feel safe at night Until someone took away her light She was only a child……….. He knew what he was doing He never cared He lead her to believe That he was there For her As a friend That she was happy at But then he betrayed her He took advantage of such a young girl Now she cant cry anymore She has no tears left to shed She's scared for life How could this have happened to her? She was only a child……… Link to comment
Tesseract_Witch Posted March 12, 2006 Share Posted March 12, 2006 She isn't any longer, is she? What will this "no-longer-child" do now; anything she couldn't have done before? Link to comment
Cellisia Posted March 12, 2006 Author Share Posted March 12, 2006 no she is no longer a child, well teenager now, that grl is me, i'm 14 now and i'm what the poem says she is Link to comment
Northern Raccoon Posted March 13, 2006 Share Posted March 13, 2006 The little that has now grown up, must now become stronger for her, and her friends sake. She must become stonger so that this or something wors does not cause her family to weep for her at a grave for years to coime. Link to comment
ShySoul Posted March 13, 2006 Share Posted March 13, 2006 That was beautiful, Cellisia. It brought a tear to my eye. I am sorry you have experienced this. I can't imagine how it must hurt and stay with you. I hope that you see it isn't your fault and that dispite what has happened, that child is still in you and all of those thoughts and feelings are still there as well. You are just stronger now for what you have been through. It was wrong and heinous. And I hope that you have told someone and something was or is being done about it. But please, don't shut down and lose the spark you once had. You are a beautiful person, and there will be many bright days ahead of you. Link to comment
Cellisia Posted March 13, 2006 Author Share Posted March 13, 2006 hmm well i havent really told anyone really, i only told 2 of my best friends, it happened so long ago and i'm still slowly working on telling my mom which when i do i dont think it'll go down very well but yeah, life sucks but ur right it'll only make me stronger thats the only thing i can see as for a reason as to why it happened to me, such like how i'm emotionally abused and all the stuff i've had to deal with and some i still deal with but yeah life goes on Link to comment
AnotherBrokenDoll Posted March 16, 2006 Share Posted March 16, 2006 You really are one strong girl! Its great to see we have a fighter that knows she is stronger now! The poem was so well written and so sad (as in tear sad). Im glad you are trying to open up to your mum i hope you can do this! Good luck girl! Link to comment
Cellisia Posted March 16, 2006 Author Share Posted March 16, 2006 thank you, i try to b strong bc i know how ppl can take advantage of you, somtimes i think i'm to strong and need to open up a bit more, bc now i'm sort of at that point where it's hard to trust anyone, i'm glad u liked it, i just write what i feel and it usually comes out good, thanx for ur comment Link to comment
yeawutever Posted March 21, 2006 Share Posted March 21, 2006 Don't blame yourself for this. It was a long time away, and whoever that person was who did this to you when you were just a kid, that's the person who has to get punish. Like the other posts says, be a strong and brave girl, you are growing up now. Link to comment
Cellisia Posted March 23, 2006 Author Share Posted March 23, 2006 yeah once again all i write about is what i feel so yeah that was one of my depression days, i have alot of those but this one was pretty bad Link to comment
yeawutever Posted March 23, 2006 Share Posted March 23, 2006 Yea, it's depressive but if you think about all your happy moments, they'll override that specific horrible event. Anyways have you told your mother yet, what about reporting that to authorities in case that loser wants to do that to other girls? Link to comment
Ålter Ego Posted March 24, 2006 Share Posted March 24, 2006 That was some powerful stuff. We are all here for you if you need us, if you need to express your pain more, through poetry or otherwise. You are brave and I admire you. Link to comment
Cellisia Posted March 24, 2006 Author Share Posted March 24, 2006 gee i feel so special lol, the one titled spirit is getting published i'm so happy Link to comment
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