dextro Posted June 18, 2003 Share Posted June 18, 2003 Anger... suffering... pain... this was a rough night... I lost two friends, I felt negligated, I felt stabbed, I felt cheated... I was really mad earlier but it seems better now. I have so much hatred... they just ***in throw my heart away... i just saw how HARDCORE I MAY ARE when I get mad... how can I be so sweet and so evil at the same time... I wished their death for what they've done, and please don't play pity on me... i.e: im so sorry bla bla be direct i dont care, i just want to stop that... I feel like im dyin from the inside and it will eat me alive... Jeff l. Spiegel Link to comment
Jitrenda Posted June 18, 2003 Share Posted June 18, 2003 AWWWWW!! Hon...you lost two friends? Ouch. How did you lose them? Did the party go bad? Let me know okay? Don't wish them to die...it just might happen...and what goes around comes around...so be careful! -Good Luck Link to comment
swimchick03 Posted June 18, 2003 Share Posted June 18, 2003 been therre..done that..it really sucks..exept I lost three best friends...and I understand the absolute rage...and death-wishing...I did that, too. The only way you'll feel better is to tell then exactly how you feel, and then let time do the rest. I'm not pitying you, but I am sorry. b/c I know that feeling..I wouldn't wish it on most ne1. well, get to feeling better ! Hugz, Swimchick03 Link to comment
segagirl Posted June 18, 2003 Share Posted June 18, 2003 ok i wont be sweet. and hell no i dont feel sorry for you... but i need more detail. Why did you lose two friends? was it based on your own actions? or something they did? and second what does your anger look like? do you get physical or are you just having the thoughts? Link to comment
dextro Posted June 18, 2003 Author Share Posted June 18, 2003 the only thing you have to know that it I wanted to protect a friend who was lying. I don't betray a friend for another one. And it was physically as mentally rage. Jeff l. Spiegel Link to comment
Lita43 Posted April 28, 2006 Share Posted April 28, 2006 I've lost some best friends too, but hate isn't the answer because it will eat at you and eat at you till you are a lost cause of the universe and afraid that your thoughts will make you do something that will take you forever!!! You won't think that anybody understands your pain, but I know pain more than anyone I know. Guess what? You can come back if you really want to and have to dig deep within yourself for all the strength you have left. Pain is a mission and road of learning, so you have the choice to come out of the dark and into the light. You wouldn't even come here to reach out if you didn't need help or salvation. Hang in and there will be some light for you, but get over some hate and find some trust. We're listening!!!! God Grant Me The Serenity To Accept The People I Cannot Change, The Courage To Change The One I Can and The Wisdom To Know It's Me! Quote: Every Day You Don't Learn Something New, Is A Day Wasted! Lita~ Link to comment
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