HurtNotBroken Posted July 11, 2017 Share Posted July 11, 2017 Hi Everyone, If you read my wall of text on the breaking up forums you'd see the tumultuous relationship I had, which lasted a long time. I work in catering so I have been seeing a lot of wedding stuff recently, since it's the season. Today I saw a quote of something me and my ex used to say all the time to each other. It's not at all grammatically correct so I was taken off guard by it, not that I thought we created it but I didn't expect to see it. I had to go to the bathroom immediately and just let out some tears, it totally caught me by surprise. So as strong as I felt about everything here I am today relapsing. It's only been a month so it's still fresh, but being left for another guy, AGAIN, is kinda battering my self esteem today. I just want to ask her "I know I haven't been the most responsible, best at looking out for myself. My love has always been genuine and deep, and I'm sorry I got lost in it. Still, does that mean I deserve to be cheated on multiple times? To have my faith in love and relationships damaged because I was immature and irresponsible?" Questions I wouldn't actually ask as I know they'd go unheeded or answered evasively. I just wish I hadn't lost out on my 20's on something that has brought me so much pain. Thanks for the read all. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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