im on day 25...Im feeling a tiny bit better....I saw that you "liked" one of my posts in the fb group we are both in...I shouldnt have cared but it made me smile either way...I still wont be calling or texting...and i know you wont be calling or texting me...it stings to know that but ill be ok. I used to talk to you for hours now you arent here....the void is really here..i miss your touch so much....not going to cry...not going to cry. ....i will have some water and go to sleep.