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TheKissOfLife

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  1. im on day 25...Im feeling a tiny bit better....I saw that you "liked" one of my posts in the fb group we are both in...I shouldnt have cared but it made me smile either way...I still wont be calling or texting...and i know you wont be calling or texting me...it stings to know that but ill be ok. I used to talk to you for hours now you arent here....the void is really here..i miss your touch so much....not going to cry...not going to cry. ....i will have some water and go to sleep.
  2. my ex and I have a bunch of songs that filled our relationship as well..I miss those drives also. It felt like it would be forever.
  3. Today for me marks Day 19 of no contact with you...i was doing ok...then i was in the kitchen and thought about that night we slow danced together and everything was magic...im crying now and cant stop...I ing hate you for leaving me here...i am still in love with you and Im trying my hardest to move on but now all I can think about is how you're out here having fun and being "free" while im a miserable mess that is in pain and cant shake it like I want to...i ing hate you! you should have just let me keep livng my love free life like I had been...i wouldnt have flushed over three years down the drain for you! I cant stop loving you and im really trying to...im so angry today. Im not gonna contact you... your fake nice text messages of hopes that we will be "ok one day" you and your "ok" shove that "ok" up your ass and keep hanging with that new girl that I guess was more socially acceptable than me....she doesnt look like "one of the boys" that you swore you were only hanging with when we were together...you're a ing liar and if you two are dating I hope she crushes your heart the way you did mine!
  4. I miss his smell and want a hug ...Day 7
  5. I have a question sooo my bf moved out two days ago...and my plan was to do a total no contact challenge...i did well...but then today he came by to bring me a coat i had left in his things...he caught me by surprise and didnt even call or text...he wouldnt even respond when i asked who is it? so i thought it was a delivery or something so ii opened the door. He handed me the coat we said no words..and he left does this put an end to my attempt at no contact? someone please tell me...does this mean i have to start over? or is this an exception Thank you
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