Why9 Posted March 24, 2017 Share Posted March 24, 2017 So the other day I posted about my girlfriend of four years leaving me for another guy which she happened to be seeing while we were still together. So not only was hurt that she left me but then to find out she had been cheating for who knows how long. I know I should want nothing to do with her after how she treated me but I can't help it I miss her so much and I would be lying if I said I still didn't love her. I mean she wasn't just my girlfriend she was my best friend my world revolved around her so it's been pretty devastating having her toss me aside like those four years meant nothing especially since she left me for another guy. I feel so lonely hurt, angry still in love I have so many emotions all at the same time and it's making me sick to my stomach to think of another guy holding her the way I did or kissing her or the fact he's in the bed we shared he's in the home we built together it's all driving me insane and I don't know what to do anymore and the sad part is yes I love her who ever is reading this will probably be thinking I'm stupid to still be loving a woman that can do this to me were both in our mid thirties so she knew what she was doing please if anyone has any suggestions on how to move on and not be swallowed by this pain I'm open to suggestions. Link to comment
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