aseeker Posted June 12, 2013 Share Posted June 12, 2013 Graduating is really affecting me... I miss my friends so much already, I feel I will never have the same bound with them anymore. I don't feel connected to home much either; my mom has restored her life with another man after the divorce and seems to be in cloud nine without me. My dad never cared much for me. I only have my aunt and uncle for support. My ex-boyfriend broke up with me two months ago, have a new boyfriend and I'm unsure if I should be taking things so fast. I don't know what I'm going to do after this, considering how bad unemployment is. I don't have much money so will have to get a job to continue studying. I want to travel, I want to have fun. I feel like I've spent all these years trying hard to get good grades and not enjoying life at all... I feel so alone and worthless. I feel my degree won't get me anywhere. Why do I feel like this? I don't feel ready to get into the "real world" yet. I'm 21 and yet feel I didn't experience enough in life. Today I woke up depressed and I'm crying ever since... What is wrong with me? Link to comment
Edmund Exley Posted June 12, 2013 Share Posted June 12, 2013 Whats wrong is you are facing the fact that life is about to get real, and you don't want it to just yet. Part of growing up and coming of age. If you were successful in school, I'm sure you will find your way. Link to comment
Doc Blaze Posted June 12, 2013 Share Posted June 12, 2013 Its the unknown....no more care free living..its just a start to a new chapter in your life... Link to comment
aseeker Posted June 12, 2013 Author Share Posted June 12, 2013 I was always a good student, but I never felt it was enough. Still today, I'm too insecure about my abilities and I'm dreading the future. I feel everyone else is a lot more capable than I am... Being independent is very appetizing, but at the same time a really scary thing. Especially when I feel so lonely. I feel I was too guarded during my childhood/teenage years, pampered really, and there are still many things I don't feel ready to deal with by myself. I'm not blaming anyone, but it does make things harder for me. Link to comment
emma34 Posted June 12, 2013 Share Posted June 12, 2013 There is nothing wrong with you, this is part of growing up. You just need to work through these feelings of insecurity....all part of growing up. Link to comment
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