2 months later, I still miss him so much.

[Emma8]

I have put everything of his, presents, jewellery, cards, poems, little notes, photos all into a box and hid it under my bed. I know some people throw it all away, but I cant do that.

 

All his emails, txts and digital photos (downloaded from iphone) I have put in a separate folder on my laptop. I know its all there in one place, but I havent been tempted to look. Hurts too much.

 

On my phone I deleted his number and only kept the horrible nasty txts (now saved as photos), to remind me of what he could be like, for when I feel weak.

 

The only things I cant delete, or hide, are my memories, good and bad, really bad. They'll stay with me forever.