loulou37 Posted November 26, 2011 Share Posted November 26, 2011 Hi guys.... Well it's another saturday night, i'm home thinking about him this last week has been absolute torture!! my emotions have been all over the place, sometimes i'm feeling positive then other times in soo much pain and wanting to just curl up into a ball and die.. All week i've had the worst urges to contact him and i know now it is only a matter of time before i do it, the more i try to fight against it, the stronger the urges.. I went out tonight with my kids for a meal, just so i'm not in the house thinking about him, it didn't help becos everywhere i looked there was couples together looking so happy arggg!! when i got home i just broke down and cried, i wanted to contact him sooo bad and tell him that i miss him but i fought it with every bit of energy that i had left! I had to come and get my thoughts out here....i don't tell any of my family how i'm feeling anymore, i know they are fed up with hearing about him. Hope you are all fairing up better than me. love loulou x Link to comment
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