unknownfuture

4 months today. I'm sad. It seems so long ago but my feelings are the same. I still feel as sad as i did the day you said you wanted to split up. I keep thinking if you knew how much I loved you then you'd come back, I know tell you will not change anything and will make me feel worse. I hate that thinking of you causes me pain.

What a rubbish day. I can't believe you won't give me closure and tell me we wil never be again. If you did that I could give this hope up. I hate that when I look back on our RL I will think of this 4 months of pain and not the 5 years of Love. God help me let you go and ease my pain, I love you so much, we could have been so happy.