purpletulip Posted November 9, 2011 Share Posted November 9, 2011 2 nights ago I made another attempt on my life. I cut my arms and legs up nothing to the point where i needed stitches because my dad found me before then. I have battled with depression for about 13yrs and atm this is the darkest place I have ever been in. I am scared and not sure if there really is a way out of this. Its scary I dont mean to hurt the people around me but mentally I cannot cope with the pain of everything. This past yr I've come out of a 3.5 yr relationship with a man that pushed me around, used me, abused me. when that ended i was vulnerable and my best friend at the time kept pushing to see me. So we ended up dating everything was good there until he bashed, chocked and almost killed me, then my nanna died. I still havent even cried over my nanna. I am going through an extremely stressful court case to do with my ex. I want it to stop. Now Ive made a promise to everyone that I wont harm myself. But they all expect me to be strong. I dont want to be strong anymore. is there hope? is there a way out of this dark place? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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