darn it...

[cuddlebug]

... just called my ex after a few weeks NC, and even going so far as to block him from phone/email. darn it! i feel really lame. i called and he was there with his new girlfriend. i went so far as to say, "ooh, your new girlfriend, the girl you love!" and a few sentences later, i hung up on him mid sentence! lolz.

 

i feel half psycho, half idiot. it's a bit cathartic to be so lame. but i still feel awful. and i have the tiniest twinge of a feeling that he will hunt me down and kill me, because he may or may not be a psychopath.

 

oh well.

 

-wants to hide under rock

[Panzermensch]

Never underestimate the release one can get from good old fashioned mockery.

 

Stay safe!

 

h.