Jadeyy..x Posted July 7, 2008 Share Posted July 7, 2008 I was sexually abused as a child for three years by two relatives, my boyfriend knows of it but he doesnt kno what happened exactly. My boyfriend and i have been together two and a half years, and are in love. We have been having sex for a year and lost our virginity to eachother. When we first began having sex we did it about five times a day, and i wanted it, but after about 3 months my interest in sex disappeared and we only had it bout once every week. Now one year and six months on, we only have sex once every three months, as i have completely lost my sex drive. Also i have noticed that i am very sensitive to men staring, even my dad. My abused filled past doesnt make me upset but i know its affecting my sex life. I dont want to be in a sex less relationship.Although my boyfriends understanding, he doesnt deserve to have a girlfriend like this. Sometimes when me and my boyfriend are in bed he may touch me, on the arm or in between my legs, and if i dont want him to at that second i get so angry and shout at him, its tearing us apart. Link to comment
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