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  1. Hazyillusions
    What is wrong with me. I need to stop. Eff this hurts =(. I miss you.
  2. Hazyillusions
    I'm going to advance in my career and chase success in the next 6 months. And I'm going to use YOU as motivation.
  3. Hazyillusions
    Everyday I hurt alittle less, and grow alittle stronger. If I was really honest with myself, I know my feelings have not lessened one bit, but I know I'll be okay in time. I repeat that to myself like a mantra. I will get passed this. I have to.
  4. Hazyillusions
    The day I understood everything, was the day I stopped trying to figure everything out. The day I knew peace was the day I let everything go
  5. Hazyillusions
    I love you so much. Thanks for coming into my life, you'll be missed.
  6. Hazyillusions
    I dreamt about you last night. I remember smiling and hugging you and jumping around while I held you close. But it's just a dream. I'm okay with that. I know things will look up soon.
  7. Hazyillusions
    The short closure letter I sent you yesterday has helped. I genuinely did it for me and it was just wanted I needed to do to stop hanging on. I really wasn't expecting a response (so the fact that you responded within a few short hours surprised me). I did it for myself and I feel great. I feel so much more at peace. Cya.
  8. Hazyillusions
    I'm letting you go.
  9. Hazyillusions
    I love you.
  10. Hazyillusions
    How could it be that I meant so little to you when you meant so much to me? This f hurts I can't breathe.
  11. Hazyillusions
    I ache for you and it's driving me insane. I hate you.
  12. Hazyillusions
    All there is is silence, and more silence. I miss you.
  13. Hazyillusions
    You said you loved me, you lied. My heart hurts.
  14. Hazyillusions
    Tonight, I deleted all the photos. I've been in constant turmoil for days regarding this and I finally pulled the trigger. It was hard, but it had to be done. I feel quite distraught right now.
  15. Hazyillusions
    I wish we'd never met.
  16. Hazyillusions
    I wish I could just erase you from my mind E. I need to start letting you go properly. Sigh...I really am trying.
  17. Hazyillusions
    Two days ago I broke 111 of NC, and I didn't regret it. I felt I absolutely needed to do it, I couldn't hold back anymore. Tonight, my heart is in pieces and I am completely broken...You're not planning to reply back are you? I am devastated.
  18. Hazyillusions
    E, I'd love a hug from you right now.
  19. Hazyillusions
    I miss you so much, I really NEED to stop reading our texts and delete them already.
  20. Hazyillusions
    NC 101 days Every few days I get this mad compulsion to email him. But so far I'm so happy I haven't made the first move! I know I can be passed this. I'm strong and things WILL get better!!
  21. Hazyillusions
    Day 99 Sigh. I'm at a loss for words. Guess all my NC practice in past relationships has helped prepare me for this one. One more day and it'll be the big 100. Yay -_-.
  22. Hazyillusions
    I miss you so much E.
  23. Hazyillusions
    My former ex texted me at midnight, he also called at 6am this morning and wants to see me yet you couldnt even manage one little msg? Ahahahaha this is bloody awesome. Machete through the heart.
  24. Hazyillusions
    It would have meant a lot if I had received a birthday wish from you today. But then again, we haven't talked in 3 whole months lol so who cares right? Guess I'm asking for too much. Itjustreallyhurts.
  25. Hazyillusions
    I just wanted to say that I really miss you. I try my best to suppress my thoughts of you but it's easier said than done.
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