SuperDave, this is a GREAT idea. I am in. I love him to death, or thought I would, or did. But he lied and lost his way. He professes now to be off to resolve the other relationship that distracted him so. Right-o big guy, you go do that.
Do I wish hope pray that maybe someday somehow he will convince me and that I will try, and that I will be rewarded with a beautiful adventure together? Sure I do. I also wish for $1MM to land in my boots before breakfast.
So, after a long email of regret and confusion from him, that came in just as I was about to sign up here (!), I told him: I am taking a break. I am not healthy. I make no promises, no predictions. He said, if he has something of import to say to me, he will send me a message, and if he hears from me, that will mean one thing, and if not, then something else.
With this email, I welcome Day 1, the first day of taking back my soul.
Right before the flipping holidays too. Argh. Here goes. Wow, writing it is kind of hard. Once I click Post, its real. Ok, leaping now. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH