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  1. Melting
    Day 12 I really wish I had more control months ago, I kept breaking NC and he wasn't helping. Today after 12 days I feel soooooooooo much better! None of us ever at the beginning of our BU's can see the light at the end of the tunnel, but just know.... it is there and I am heading towards it! Keep up the good work everyone, it truly is worth it.
  2. Melting
    Just wanted to say Good Morn here, so I don't have to say it to your face at work.
  3. Melting
    Day 11 Wow woke up this morning and couldnt even remember what day NC I was on. Things are on the up!
  4. Melting
    Umm.... don't really have anything to say to you today, just wanted to post incase I mess up today and contact you instead.
  5. Melting
    Today has been the first day in 6mths that I could say I feel "content". I am hoping that it is just not a today thing. I saw you several times today, we said hello, smiled and that was it...... I felt good, not the nervous, anxious wreck I have been for the last few months and you know why I think that is? I believe I have let you go, I have freed you, I have given up hope.... and it feels great! I still do think of you often, but it is not an "us" thinking or dreaming of what could have been. Maybe I have just had a good reality check... Oh and NC has definitely helped. Please let us keep it this way, so I can go back to being the beautiful, peaceful person that I am.
  6. Melting
    Day 10 I am so proud of myself for getting this far, I never believed it was possible. Instead of putting your feelings first, I am putting mine.... you only cared about yourself, so why should I care about you. I really, really do pray that one day soon you will quit work and then vanish from my life forever.
  7. Melting
    Starting to feel hate for you, it is a forced hate, but I have to do it. You don't deserve me being nice to you and I think you know that. I have so many questions, so much bottled up anger..... I will never find my peace from you, alls I can do is heal myself and walk away with no answers.
  8. Melting
    Day 9 ... Wooooooooooooohooooooooooooo Almost broke contact last night and to say he isn't on my mind 24/7 would be lying, but the sadness is not there so much. I do however go thru anger/hurt/sorrow/hope all in one day! Working with him every day, does not help at all!
  9. Melting
    Was very, very tempted to contact you last night, but i controlled myself. Im proud of myself!
  10. Melting
    I may be broken, I may have lost my self worth, I may be lost..... but one thing that I never lost was my morals. At least I can hold my head high, walk away and know that I NEVER changed who I was.... Does it feel good to chat to * * * * * * online? Does it feel good to go to strip joints? Make you feel more of a man? You have forgotten who your friends are, you treat them like * * * * ...... yet crave attention from the most undesirable sources. My friends and I have tried for the last 2yrs to help you on your life journey and you have treated us all like crap.... One day you will look back and cry, because you lost the most important people in your life.......... the people who care for you!
  11. Melting
    Day 8 This is the longest I have gone NC so far and I have no doubts I will continue on this steady stream. I deserve alot better then what you had on offer.
  12. Melting
    Thank you for destroying any faith I had in men left....... I just feel so numb.
  13. Melting
    Day 7 Have started to miss you, but I will not fail.
  14. Melting
    Still going strong, but I did miss you last night
  15. Melting
    Just know that I am never, ever going to contact you again. I may have to see you at work every day, but you are a mere ghost and I long for the day I don't feel you in my heart.
  16. Melting
    Day 5 Going strong, nothing is going to stop me now!
  17. Melting
    I am going to win this battle with myself, it has taken 5mths, but I feel better and better every day. One day you will merely be a passing thought, bring it on!
  18. Melting
    Day 4, Just had 2 good days in a row.... I must be getting better!
  19. Melting
    Day 3 and I am feeling great! I don't need you in my life to make me feel like crap all the time.
  20. Melting
    Woke up bright with a positive attitude. It took a complete stranger to make me realise I am really worth something! All that giving, giving I gave you..... I was left with nothing for myself
  21. Melting
    I have come back to try this again, been LC for the last 5mths as we work together and he is still messing with my head and I am allowing it! Well today, the buck stops right here and I am going to accomplish what I have set out to do and that is to rid him from my thoughts and heart. Day 2 NC ......... Bring on tomorrow!
  22. Melting
    Today was a good day, I didn't have to talk to you......... lest make tomorrow and the next day and the one after that the same!
  23. Melting
    I hate the fact that it came to this...... we could have been such great friends, but in hindsight you still would have drained me
  24. Melting
    I was moving forward and now i have stumbled back. Hope I can get myself back to where I was last week. Just have to be strong.
  25. Melting
    Why oh why was I so unlucky to have you working with me? I could be completely over you by now, instead I have you in my face, talking to me every day. When you smile, I just melt inside... How do I move on from this? How do I stop myself from thinking about you, when I sit next too you?
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