farfromfalling

lol yeah man, this girl i'm seeing, she forces her kisses. to the point where...it hurts lol. she split my bottom lip. i'm trying to have her 'catch on' as well...i don't want to tell her she's bad. that's mean haha..

just checkin' in. keep up the good work everyone. hang in there. i know it's tough, but it'll get better. i envy you all. words of encouragement.

Oh I just wanted to let everyone know that my ex broke NC. I thought since I didn't keep up with NC I wouldn't post about it, but then I read the rules over and it asks if you or your ex breaks NC then 'why?'. So here's my story... It was Sunday morning, 2 weeks after the break up. I got a text saying, 'I'm in class right now, but I can text...what's up?". A million things were running through my mind, but I held my ground and replied with, "Hey did u need something?". She replied almost instantly and said, "Sorry...this was Joseph's message.". My name's Jordan, so she accidently selected my name instead of his. Don't know if it was by accident or not, but it really opened my eyes about how heartless this girl could be. I did not respond after that. The day after I received 3 'Restricted' calls. I picked up 2 of them, but no one answered. It would say 'Call Ended' about 3 or 4 seconds after I'd say 'Hello." I had one of my girl friends over and she picked up the third call, no answer either. After that, I didn't receive anymore calls...and haven't since. Good luck to everyone that's in this thing. I know how hard it is. I wish I could've been a part of it longer.

wow nice there dude. good job!!! ^_^

Day 10 First time writing, but I'm on Day 10 already. Yesterday (Day 9), I balled my eyes out at home into my pillow. The days prior I had been spending time at my best friend's house and just trying to keep my mind occupied. I think I kept all my emotions in and they just came out yesterday when I got home from work. She broke up with me on Monday, January 28th. I took Tuesday and Wednesday off. I was actually gonna take those days off to spend time with her anyway, but there that is. I have had no contact with her whatsoever since she broke up with me over the phone. She kept me on Myspace, but removed me from her top friends and removed all our pictures and everything about me in her profile. I had to delete her cuz I couldn't read her surveys. Every answer was one I did not want to hear. Last night I caught up with an old friend of mine and just played videogames till I fell asleep. I woke up feeling really good today, but again...the sadness is starting to kick in. I'm trying to get my music career going and that was a temporary fix earlier today, but now that the day is coming to an end...it's getting hard again. *sigh*