I am 30 my ex is 28 after 3.5 years including 18months living together my ex-girlfriend moved out in January. For 4 months nothing really changed much with her staying over most weekends and some weeknights and seeing each other everyday for dinner. Then 2 days before her birthday she said we needed some time apart supposed to be 6 weeks (we had best friends wedding at the end of the 6 weeks), we met up again after three and saw each other on and off (still sleeping together). On the hen night she met someone and subsequently has seen him 3/4 times including a weekend away (she has always maintained that nothing has ever happened and she doesn't know him enough to know how she feels). We met up and agreed that this situation couldn't go on and we would call it quits and then a couple of days later she accused me of trying to get in the back door with her friends and asked how I would feel if a new boyfriend appeared then I lost it totally and she said "I'd really blown it" and stormed off. We haven't spoken and now I have discovered that she has gone on holiday for a week with this bloke, three weeks after we were together. The anger has worn off and now I am struggling to keep it together. I want her so badly I find myself physically shaking and the emotional pain turns into physical symptoms. I need some help.
