If anyone that is around my age with similar stories, it would help me out alot....
so my story...
with a girl for alomost 4 years, she lost it to me and i never thought she would be the one to leave me.. we have been off and on but really always together through the 4 years... we would fight alot because of my values and how i wanted her to be...i made her a better person all through the 4 years and it always seemed like she was chasing me...got her through highschool with good grades (was doing horrible before i met her) tryied to make her the girl i want her to be and she has done that...
well on my 21st birthday she goes and lied about where she was going and her step dad told me she was going to this guys house that i knew she always liked...i broke up with her because of that (she had sex with him on our break) then i wanted her back, yea i did the begging and all and come to find out when i did nc she was sleeping at his house almost everynight..since then we have been going a week then getting back together and then ending it the same weekend over and over...now she is telling me she just wants to party but she still loves me... i know she still loves me and i am confused on what i should do...she is 18 and a freshmen in college... i have been on nc for a week now and i know she can only last a week before telling me she wants to be with me...Does anyone stay with there first love forever? should i move on or should i try to work all of this out...anyone that could help me would be great!