Hi fellows
I am 39 and my wife is 49, living together for 18 years. In 1995 I felt
cheated on by her, in 2004 I started to cheat as a revenge, in 2006 stopped
cheating because I found out I was wrong.Now I am feeling strong remorse and regret.
This remorse is killing me and it's hard to look on her eyes
Confessing her would lead to terrible consequences
I wanna be faithful and good again, but I can not deal with this pain
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