Hey im 14 and im a freshman in highschool.. yada yada yeah hs stuff argg i just hate it. Well ive been crushing on this one guy for about 3 months now.. and i dont think im getting anywhere with it. I met him in foods class.. 3rd period yep yep. He's really emo.. not really really emo, like those funny emo people. Skaterish..emo hair.. yeah yeah *drools* Hes really cute and has the charmingestt eyes and smile ever. He's a senior and graduating THIS year. Im going to be so devastated if i don't do something or signal something before its too late. I will probably die or something.. lol. Besides school, wee talk to each other on aim and stuff.. but lately he seems MAD at me. I have no idea. This guy is really HARD to figure out. He's really conservative to those around him .. but not to his senior friends. He has a decent personality and a funny funny sense of humor. The ones that just brightens up your day. I dont know but ive been going crazy for this guy. I dont even now what makes me want him so much. Is he playing hard to get.. or is playing hard to get for girls only? Well i dont know.. i dont wanna sound desperate or anything but i NEED to give hints and NOW. I just hate him sometimes for not hanging onto my hints and stuff. Are there any other guys that can relate to my crush?? If so can you tell me ANYTHING..a nything at all!
We probably wont see each other after he graduates but my goal is to get my feelings towards him.. thats all. Oh yeah he's also really shy.. and looks a bit angry or something, i get scared when i talk to him. Besides ive never met ANYONE in the world this shy before..im sure god made him shy for a reason right.. it's like when i talk to him, all he does is stare right into my eyes. Gazing on.. dammit speak BOY TALK!! DONT LOOK.. i wanna talk to YOU! His name is matthew neugyn.
