Know what hurts most?
Every one of my 4 main boyfriends that ive had (including him) have hurt me. My first abused me, my second played around and i kept going back, my third proposed to me then vanished for 6 months..now him.
He KNEW ALL about my past. He PROMISED he would never hurt me. The thing is, i kind of expected it from the others, but I trusted him so much... I gave myself up to it and it hurts even more because my trust is yet again, gone.